T-2 days and COUNTING!

The 2WW has come down to a 2DW (2 DAY wait). . . Friday AM I test the first time--THIS cycle.

But should I? I've always been a pretty optimistic person, but this whole "gettin' knocked up thing" has put a damper on my glass-is-half-full perspective.

It's not that I'm afraid to check. . . I'm afraid to check and see a BFN!!! AGAIN! (BFN= Big Fat Negative).

It makes me wish we never even used birth control--would've at least given us more "tested time" under our belt! The problem now is that our SHITTY insurance doesn't cover A THING. Including any medication--like Clomid.

URG.

I just want a damn kid!

I just pray this isn't waiting for me on Friday morning. . .